No one’s life seems great between midnight and 7 a.m. Go to sleep. Things will be better tomorrow.
You will have days where you feel better, and you will have days where you want to die. Both are okay. There is no magical cure. You just need to close your eyes, and trust that the waves will pass, and soon you’ll be able to breathe again.
It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a thought without accepting it.